Haven Hush

Saturday, September 12, 2009 at 11:29 AM Y

good noon!! im so hungry.. but i dont want to eat. haha.. weird but true. good thing its a saturday today. i am so tired from school. i miss blogging. i miss going to CC. i miss my FS and FB.

yesterday was a nice day. we had shortened classes since we had the intrams yesterday. it was a gloomy day. i wished it would rain. but it did not. too bad. but we didnt transfer from room to room. so i was stilll happy :) the day went through well. although first thing in the morning, it was announced that our class had the most number fo demerits. so as a punishment, we cleaned the grounds of our school. good thing our school is small. haha. we cleaned the grounds by 3 and after, we watched tv. well, i was not part of the 'we' since i was just in the corner reading a pocketbook. i missed reading a pocketbook. but while reading, we had a meeting for our chemistry in action club. i need to join the meeting since i am the vice pres (ehem ehem) :) we have so many problems since the science day is fast approaching. but i am really excited for our tshirt. no worries.. ill let you see the shirt when they come out. :)

that was in the aspect of my school life. fr my lovelife (as if i have) there's nothing much. haha. it is so boring. i have nothing to tell you since i dont have one. so might as well skip it. although i have a crush. but i think i m slowly not liking him anymore. because.. i dont know.. haha. well, there's also this guy, whom other say, like me. but im sure its not true. we are really good friends with this guy. and we dont put meaning to our closeness even though aothers do. even though if uou say that we like each other. no, its still a no. i dont feel anything for him. he is just like my brother. some one i can talk to anytime when im in need. thats just what i feel for him. and i dont think it would go beyond that :) same to him.
so anyway.. its kinda long already. got to go. bye2! :)

P.S. those two guys im talking about was the same guys i was talking about last time. still in this blog. kiwotsukette!! :)

Thursday, April 16, 2009 at 10:45 AM Y

.,hey there nate!!., long tym no write ah., hahah., well, as of now, its already summer., and im here infront of the computer., this is my everyday life., after waking up, take a bathe then go straight in front of the computer., then thats what i do for the whole day., hahaha., az in., but somtimes, if im in the mood, i do household chores., hehehe.,

.,well, sometimes, its kinda boring being at home., with just computer infront of you.., it nicer and fun with your classmates., but for now, i dont like to go out of the house., i like t stay here evryday., im too lazy to go out of the house.,hehehe., well, i really d miss my classmates and friends.... and maybe teachers????., hahahaha., well, i hope my summer would be fun!!., hehehe.,

., ei, by the way nate, i made a new blog.... ofcourse i wont delete this!!., you are my very first blog., i would never replace you., well, i made a new blog so that i could wite my stories there., yeah, i wrote one story already but not yet finished., but im definitely gonna finish that., heheh., but i have another blog in bravenet., i still dont know what will i use that for., i dont know how to operate that., i think i would go for geocites or bravenet for my stories., and as for you.... your my blog for my thoughts and everything i would like to share to you., okay??., uki!!.,

.,til next time nate!!., tenchu!!., tc!!.,ü

xoxo,
hush_m26

Saturday, February 28, 2009 at 6:14 PM Y

-happy but sad-ü

.,hey nate!!., its been a while huh., hehe., im really really confused right now., i don't know what to do., i think what i felt for the other guy was just infatuation., az in., well, now i know that he really doesnt like me., haha., he likes the girl that hush likes too., but that was just nothing to me., i also think that the girl likes him too because they are always together., but i dont really care that much about them., although it did hurt a little.,

.,nate!!!,., i think my feelings fr hush are now coming back., huhu., ai, by the way, our js prom is already finished., im gonna tell you next time what happened., anyway, even though we were not really together that night, it was ok., cause i really know that it was not in his plan being with me that night., i even, personally, took the picture when he was dancing with the girl., huhu., it hurts a little., you know., huhu.,

.,i really think i like him again., huhu., im always thinking of him now., and i cried again because of him., and it really hurts., huhu.., listening to my classmates and friends teasing him to another girl, it hurts., my friend even told him to court the other girl already., huhu., but i prentended i didnt lilsten.,

ei nate!!!!., omg!!., mark the calendar., february 28., the very first time hush and i were holding hands!!!., az in., that time, i fellt weird., i really cant explain the feeling., but its a nice feeling., and i could hardly breathe., waaaahhhh!!!., we didnt have classes that time., he was lying on the floor watching tv., and i went near him., after a while., he stood up and laid his head on my lap!!!!., omg!!!!., i was really shock and kilig!!!,. haha., while he was lying, i was always touching his hair, well i love touching hairs., hehe., and while i was touching his hair, he took mu hand., waaahhh., my gosh!!., and with that, i intertwined my hand with his., and it felt really good., after a while, i also lay down beside him., i borowed one shirt from him and i covered it with my face and hands., the, i dont know what happened, we were holding hands again., waahahhh!!., but then i thought that it was bad., thinking that he doesnt like me, what we were doing was wrong., and i really wanted to cry that time., so i asked him if it was alright for him to do that, he didnt answer, i was hurt... again., but after a while, he held my hand closer and acted like he didnt want to let go., so i eally was very happy., but at the same time hurt., because after that, it was like nothing happe., huhuhu., i was expecting too much., i was really hurt., very much after that., i tried not talking to him the next day, but i just cant do it., huhu., so now, my plan is to not talk t him that much to., act like nothing happened., huhu., i think i., well, i think im not that inlove with him right now.,

xoxo,
hush_m26

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 at 9:22 PM Y

nice day

.,haha., nate!!., today is a nice day., just like yesterday., we didnt have classes since we had a mass., in the morning we prepared the stage for the mass., then in the afternoon was the mass., but even before the mass it rained., and i was really very sleepy., so i slept on the floor with my friend Jason (but i call him potchi)., hehe,. then "the-other-guy" slept on the opposite side of me., its like our heads are back-to-back., basta., just picture it out., and it is so weird because hush (not "my" hush anymore) went near me and slept beside me., haha., i really dont know why., then potchi, went in the middle f hush and i., and he made me hug him., then my hands went to the tummy part of hush., i didnt know that until he asked whose hand was that., i was so shocked., and then they were playing with my hand., and i just felt that hush's hands were near mine., haha., really., and my heart kinda beat fast that time., haha., but not sure., hehe., but with me and the-other-guy, was also kilig., he always holds my hand., wwwaaahhhh., haha., and we went home together!!., az in., hehe., i mean we walked together till the high way., haha., it was fun., really., hehe., and nate, potchi (my classmate jason) knows nah that i like hush and the-othe-guy., hahaha.,. i told him kanina., good thing he doesnt tease me with either of them., hehe., good friend.,ü

xoxo,
hush_m26

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 at 9:20 PM Y

wOnderfuL day

.,yah nate., i really had a great day., hehe., even though im not in the mood earlier in going to school, i still had fun., hehe., it started when "the-other-guy" talked to me., hehe., whenever he talks to me, he gets my hand first then looks at me., sweet noh., hehe., our classmates even teases us that we were holding hands even though we are not., hush even teased me with him., well, i dont care anymore., haha., i dont like him (hush) anymore., haha.,

.,yah, i had a lame day before he talked to me., after he talked to me, my day brightened., haha., well, i dont really know why., haha., im just happy., hehe., its different with him kasi eh., and i dont know whats that different in him.,i just simple like him when he's around., hehe., we are groupmates in our statistics subject., we are only three., one groupmate of ours is named richelle, but we call her ablong (her family name)., hehe., then her boyfriend texted her., then she became "kilig"., haha., it was so funny., then "the-other-guy" told her that she is kilig then she becames "tanga" and do nothing., hehe., then she talked back to him, she said "ai, even you are also kilig right now., just because your sitting with m26(thats me!!., haha).,"., haha., then he went dumbfounded., then he turned red!!!., uuuyyyyy, blushing., haha., well, with him, i dont really care if he doesnt like me., basta im just happy when he is around., hehe..

., well i know for a fact that he really doesnt like me., hehe., but that doesnt matter as long as were friends., close friends., hehe.,

., anyway, when it was stats time, i knew his weakness was being tickled in the sides., so everytime he doesnt pa attention to our discussion, i always tickle him at the side., haha., and he reacts fast., haha., thats why he holds my hand all the time *kilig mode* hahha., it was really fun., hehe., but even though he holds my hand, i cant feel anything eh., haha., really., hehe., he makes me smile each day., i think., haha.,ü

.,well, it was fun talking t you nathan., thanks for being there!!., hehe., labyu!!.,

xoxo,
hush_m26