Friday, February 6, 2009 at 8:27 PM Y
lets talk gurl thing!ü
.,hey nathan!..,
.,i want to talk to you about my hush., hehe.,
.,hush is my classmate when i was in first year and now in third year., before in first year., hush and i were really really close., thats why other classmates of ours tend to tease the both of us., but at that time, our feelings were mutual., at that time., i liked him, a little., and he liked me back, a little., as what i know., thats what he told me before., we always texted each other and we always go together., he even asked if when is the right time fo me to have a boyfriend., hahaha., yah, he asked me., hehe., well, i said when i reach third year., because it was also third year when my sister had a boyfriend., haha., so he said "third year ha, ill be waiting"., in our dialect., i think thats what he said as i can remember., and my other friend knows about this thing., hehe., so he always teases me and hush "third year ha"., hahaha.,
., i thought he cant remember that thing., hehe., but my friend, argie, made him remember., hehe., well i know for a fact that right now, he doesnt, even just a bit, he really doesnt like me., i bet he even hates me for what i did., hehe,.
., well, i really deserve his hate., i was so stupid at that time., i got carried away with my feelings., i also kinda liked this boy classmate f mine which was also my classmate in elementary., and he also courted me., and i was really stupid, i said yes to him., starting that time, hush and i parted., i dont text that much to him anymore., but as time goes by i kinda loved the guy na., and i was really hurt when he left me with no reason at all., but right now, i dont hate him na., hehe., but were not friends anymore., hehe,. if youll ask me what happened to me and hush, he liked another girl., that stayed as it is until secnd year., i thought i dont like him anymore., we were not classmates anymore., but when i found out that he is already together with the girl he liked, i was hurt., really., but i didnt mind the hurt., i thought it was just nothing., we still texted each other that time but not that much.,
.,and now we are already 3rd year hs, i found out that i still like him, a little., one time, i even cried in front of him, well not literally because he was at the side., i cried at that time because i found out that he still really loves his girlfriend before., it was a dagger in my heart to know that., and at that time, i shared it to my friends nikko and chix., and thats when they knew i liked him still., thay just comforted me., and after, he texted me that his decision is really final that we will really stay as friends only., ONLY., hehe., it was really ouch for me but i accepted it as time went by., i still like him but only a little., hehe., i dont really understand my feelings right now because smetimes i get hurt knowing he likes another girl and he lets me see it with my own two eyes., but sometimes i dont mind it., hehe., and now im confused., even though i dont have the right to be confused.., hehe.,
xoxo, hush_m26
ps: here is his picture., hehe.,ü
-mu hush-ü
