Friday, February 6, 2009 at 8:57 PM Y
"the other guy"
.,hey nate!., haha,
.,well, this "other guy" is also a classmate of mine just this third year,. and he is really close to me., i really never thought we would be this close., first day of class, i noticed that he is always staring at me., but not the kinda good way., he stares at me as if he hates me very much., haha., az in., his stares were so scary., and i was really scared and worried that maybe i did something wrong to him., so i told my classmate whom i was always going with at that time., and since she has a "thick face" (no offense jhor!., haha) we went to him and made friends with him., but he doesnt even talk at that time.,
., i dont really know what happened but i just found out that we were so close already., hehe., we were always together., and others even thought that we were tgether az in a couple., well, i think you know him already., hehe., i really thought i wont like him., like duh, we are just eally close friends., if i think of liking him, i always deny it., because i really dont., that was before., i deny it to others and to myself., but now, i still deny it to others, but to myself, not anymore.,
.,its his fault anyway, he is really very sweet to me., he even tends to hold my hand by playing with my hands., i noticed that., he even once hatid me to the high way from our school because i was bringing so many things that time., he helped me carry those things and went with me to the highway., i thought that he will also go home na, but when i ode on the trike, he went back to the school., it was really sweet of him to do that to me., hehe., and he really cared for me., but i know who his crush is., we even chat every night., hehe., but when he found out that others thought that we were gf and bf, even though its not true.., he started not talking to me the same way., and he even doesnt go online anymore., i was kinda hurt because of that., so i tried not talking t him also, but i just cant do it., its hard.,'
.,and now im really cnfused of who i really like., but, whats the use???., diba., even though i pick either of them, i still cant have them, so why bother diba., haaayyy.,
.,i like hush, same with "the-other-guy"., whenever im with my hush, its okay with me even though we dont talk to each other as long as he is beside me., but with "the-other-guy", im always happy., its fun being with him., he always makes me smile., haaayyyy., hehe.,
ssssoooooooo cooonfused right now., help nathan!., hehe.,ü
xoxo,
hush_m26
ps:here is his pic!.,ü sorry if not clear., hehe.,
